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Friday, August 7, 2009

LOVE

love?? what is love ? some of us don't even know what love is and we say it to random people everyday.love, there is no love. there's only people who hurt you, break your heart, and make you think that they are in love with you.when honestly they were just trying to use or change you to make you into this perfect little person that they have pictured in their tiny little head and if that doesn't work they move on to the next chick who would give them everything that they could possibly want and have.Love, Everyone in the world knows about it. people talk about meeting their soul mate and spending the rest of their life with them. Some people hate love because they have been hurt so many times that they have decided to give up and hate on it.Others tend to turn bisexual or lesbian. Love is one thing that makes the world go round and it is also something that makes some people in the world do the most stupidest thing just because they think that they love or are in love with someone. Love, We all make mistakes when it comes down to it. No body is perfect. we live and learn from our experience and the things we do.Sometimes people don't learn the first time that they are hurt by someone.it usually takes them a couple of tries to learn that they deserve way better than someone who lies, cheat, ignores their call, and treats them like shit.Love, Some people find true happiness and others don't. People who usually don't find happiness end up living with their parents or living on their own with a couple of cats or dogs. some females think that if a guy hits them so many times and he apologizes for it that he truly loves them and wouldn't do it again. Well news flash, if he hits you once he surely will again and the next time it happens, you may end up dead and your family having to look for you. love doesn't hurt,so females don't stay with any guy who abuses you. If a guy abuses a girl that means that he is a weak ass dude that obviously has mental issues and isn't a man. Love, it's what we have. We go through the same routine, trying to find that one special person that we might eventually spend the rest of our life with or call our boyfriends. We get hurt by the people that we go out with and when the new person comes along we try and compare the new guy to the old one thinking that they will do the same thing that the old guy did to us and we end up missing out on someone really great and special. Females are built with the same structures and sometimes the same personalities.We are all looking for the same thing in a guy/man. We want someone who loves us for us, wouldn't change a single thing about us, can cook, educated, makes us laugh, can keep a good convo., has a job, his own car, his own house, doesn't live with his parents, and knows how to cater to us cause we surely will do the same thing. Guys, They tell you things that they think that you wanna hear, some of them are well educated, has a job,some of them cheat and others are faithful to the female that they are with, some of them lie to you like there's no tomorrow and others are too scared of losing the love of their life so they will fall under pressure when their chick asks them a question. Some guys can't live without sex, that if they aren't getting any from their girlfriend/ partner they will find some chick who will give it up to them in a minute without them having to work for it. Love is love. We work so hard on building up a relationship with someone else thinking that one day that he will end up asking us to marry them until one day they come out of no where and scatter your world by telling you honey, sweet peas, I think this isn't working out for the both of us, it's not you it's me, Let's not make it any harder than it is and move on with our life. When they say that, it makes you wonder why they are coming out right now and telling you this? why couldn't they have told you this in the beginning instead of making you waste your time on them knowing that they wouldn't stay long.

Thursday, August 6, 2009

Ewie

This freestyle was born because there was this guy that I knew...he prtty much wanted me for just my body(can't blame him), but that had to end(not that it had even begun).

I'm sick and tired of dudes
bein so rude
talkin bout
how they wanna squeeze and lick my boobs
What you don't know
is that my momma actually raised me
and yo stupid threats don't faze me
dont talk to me
i dont give a flying fuck
dont even think about trying ya luck
and maybe pushin daisies up

Wednesday, August 5, 2009

Parents

Parents, What can I say
We have a love and hate relationship with them.
When we are little they tell us what to wear, what to do and how to act.
And We all know that as little kids we hated them so much that we were praying to get out of that house or for them to shut up and let us live our life.
Parents, they were young ones they know how life is and they only want the best for us. Some of them will go to the extreme to make sure that their kids have the best.
Some parents are so stuck with back in the day way that they still think that they are still living in the old days and not the modern age.
Parents want their kids to grow up and become a doctor, lawyers and nurses but the reality is as a kid we try so hard to impress/ make our parents so proud of us that we end us crashing in the long run. We love our parents but we can't become something that they want us to be. One thing i don't get is why do parents push their kids so much to do things that they want,knowing that their children isn't happy with it. Why Couldn't they accomplish the things that they are telling their kids to become?some of us get told what to do by everyone that when we get older we lose sight of who we really are, we act like little kids that people tell us to grow up.Some parents are so strict with their kids that they are too scared to talk back, leave the house, weak- minded, and prefer not to have any friends so that they don't get in to argument or drama. Some kids end up rebelling against their parents, moving out and being independent, and cutting their parents/ family completely out of their life. some people consider suicide, thinking that the best way to leave the whole controlling you, treating you like a maid and not like a human -being would be perfect and you will no longer have to deal with everything and you wouldn't hear people nagging you, telling you to cook, clean the whole house up every single day knowing that there are other people who live in the same house as you but they are too lazy to do anything.Some times we have parents and siblings who try to play mind tricks on you thinking that your dumb and since they are older than you they can control you and tell you what to do. Parents and siblings gotta learn that your getting older and that you will make mistakes as you get older and they have to learn to let you go and trust you instead of using all of your past and mistakes against whenever your arguing or talking to them.

BesTFriends

Best friends
People say that we need one
People say that we can’t live without one and that our lives isn’t complete
But why do we need a best friend for?
I thought that we came in to this world alone and
We leave alone so what’s the point of having one?
All they do is hurt you, cause too much drama,
And make your life a living hell
Dealing with backstabbers, there’s one thing I’ve learned
They are only powerful when you back is turned
Things change and so do I
Friendship change too, I always wondered why
But I never once came close to my answer until now
You start backstabbing me and going against your word thinking
“Oh she will never find out “
Well guess what? I heard everything
And I wanted to say thank you.
Its funny how the first time we met, we were at this place
Something between us was beginning but it breaks my
Heart to know that we are at this same place and
That something between us is now ending
[Best Friends Forever]
At least that’s what we used to say but it turns
Out that forever wasn’t too far away
Sometimes your best friends are really your enemies in disguise
Take out the picture, blow off the dust
Take off the frame, it’s starting to rust
Remember the times we had together
What happened to being best friends forever?
When shit goes down and sides are taken you find out
Who was real and who was faking
People talk a little too much
You never known who to trust
No matter how hard I seem to try you turn around and twist my words into a lie
Are friendships supposed to be like this?
Because if they are … then I quit
You say that we’re cool is that why you talk shit about me?
You could care less about me
I know you don’t give a fuck, it shows
Don’t come crawling back to me when it ends
I used to actually feel like your best friend but now
All I see is someone who betrayed me.
I wish life was a fairy tale and people were always friends
Instead of these non- stop disasters that Never want to end
You gotta deal with the shit people do
Not everyone in life is going to stay true to you.
Best friend is 10 letters but so is lying bitch.
What is it like to become what you once despised so much?
What is it like to pile lies on top of lies?
You’re the lowest of the low so now you sink into hell.
All the people you used, it’s coming back to you
All of the promises you broke
Hope you fucking choke on them.
No one stays true
It’s like an addiction
Because no one is real
It’s all fiction
The list just keeps getting shorter and shorter
And there are fake people around every corner
So never turn your back on your friends like you did me
Because they are your biggest target.

Tuesday, August 4, 2009

Family

We are all created on earth with one of them.
We all have different stories to tell and we come from different backgrounds that makes us different.
There are days when we love them and there are days when we can't stay them.
Families are like your best friends but the only difference is that they will never leave your side.
We are all attached to our family by our last names, the blood that we carry in our body, and having the same parents.
Families, we can't live with them and we can't live without them.
Your family will always be there for you no matter what happens and when everybody in the world leaves your side.
Families, they are there for everything and forever.
They are the ones who see you in your very worst and at your very best.
They are the ones who knows everything about you because they lived with you ever since you were little.
Your families are the first people in the world to see you when you were born and the last to see you when you pass.
Your families are there for you through your ups and downs.
They are there to play with you when your bored, tell jokes , talk to, and even dance with.
Your family will always be in your heart no matter what, and when they are gone you will never forget about them.
Families they are like our credit cards we love them til death and when they piss us off we just wanna cut them with a pair of scissors.
Families, there is no way we can run away or hide from them.
They will always find us no matter where we go or hide.

Monday, August 3, 2009

Freestyle..5?

There was a freestyle battle in the Freestyle Rappers club on facebook...I forgotted :(

How the hell did I forget the battle??
I must've been distracted
Like a baby wit a rattle
Don't mean to front
Or put anybody down
But next time
Imma turn that upside down to a frown
Try to take my crown
And I'll make you look like a clown
I know I'm Disturbed
So get down wit my sickness
So chocolate like Nesquick
But will cuss you out wit a quickness