I'm back - Tina

Told yall that i will come back with better and deeper things. hope you guys like the newest things that i posted. i written a lot of things and slowly i will be putting them up as i go or when ever i have time. so thanks for checking out the site and always reading everything that we put on here. Oh yea i forgot something. i miss my little sis aneesa hopefully she see's this. hehehe.okay gtg but see you next time. :)

obsession

I"m Obsessed. i don't know why? it keeps pulling me closer and closer. i don't know how to stop it. it's like my addiction, i can't get enough of it. i need more and more of it each and every day. you know the feeling of wanting something badly but you have to go through a couple of steps to get what you want?do you even know what I'm talking about? well, I'll tell you. I'm talking about my addiction to life. I'm so obsessed with life that i have so many questions that are left unanswered.scientist knows the answer but people don't. Some go around thinking that life is all about party, drinking, drugs,sex and being popular but all that is jack. party,drinking,drugs,sex and being popular can lead to you dying or getting some kind of disease and being depressed. one day you will look back at your life and say wow, i wasted half my life on useless things while i could have done something that was important and meaningful to me. we have one life, one body, and one choice so we should be careful about what we choose and what we do, but why do we act the way that we do and why do we do the things that we do? is it because we are programmed to or is it because god told us to? well, we can never blame god because he didn't tell us how to act or live our life. he just put us on this earth with a purpose but nobody knows the purpose only he does and when we fulfill that purpose he comes and takes us. life is the biggest mystery in the world. nobody can ever figure it out. it's like the longest video game that you have ever played nonstop but the only time it stops is when you die and become a ghost. Don't you ever wonder how we are created? we all know that god created us but how did he is the question. how did he create the organs in our body , the way that we breathe, hear the world, the babies and the humans.Don't you ever just sit down and think things through? call me crazy but my interest in life has me questioning how these thoughts come in to my head and why do i think differently from everybody else. nobody would ever understand the way that i think unless they were me.