She's lost in a happy nightmare where all dreams come true
He's everything she ever wanted and everything that ever haunted her
She's confussed and restless estatic and anxious
Thinking yes and saying no
All she can see is dirty sunshine
And she's not sorry but she can't stop apologizing
Though she made a promise when she finally told the truth but she lied enough
She sits waiting worried about what will really happen because she look when she wasn't supposed to her feelings bleed out of the songs that's why she doesn't sign anymore
The sleepless nights are her best her mind races so fast but will never win
She's too lazy but she's off the wall She's unchained but caged in
She's waited so long for this moment and can't wait for it to be over
Her feelings run so deep they soon become shallow
She's lost inside but knows her way
She will be found but tries to hide
She will give in without a fight
She uses the "L" word without knowing the meaning
Soon she'll understand
