The New Me Tina

everyone this is tina. i have had my ups and downs but lately everybody has been seeing my downs. which isn't a pretty sight thats why everyone decides to leave my side and stop talking to me. which is kool cause i made new and amazing cool friends who brightens up my day and keeps things to themselves that i tell them.Everybody in my school always talks about me in a negative way,which honestly i could care less because Girls talk shit cuz they think they know me.Truth is if i had a dick they'd be the first to blow me. Life is so good right now all i am focusing on is the good part of life and helping out the people in need.noticed that people i call my little sis and those who are close to me left because they couldn't handle my crazines and my sad side but thats life nobody is perfect and no body is always happy all the time. me being happy is the happiest day of my life hehee. life for me is full of joy and happiness. i may get sad and crazy sometimes but there are days when i'm always gonna be happy and hyper. that's life and it shouldn't be dull it should be fill with happiness and thoughts.The older we get the more wiser we are. i'm just living life and figuring me out.i'm still a teenager not an adult yet.through everything i have been through i am still standing. this is my song that inspires me to be better and take the right path in life.

LIFE AS WE KNOW IT

You guess always see me writing things about life. you probably think that i'm crazy and weird but that's understandable. I'm addicted to life, the images that life has to offer. i observe things and people to understand them better. when i start working on my own experiment i get so into it that i lose who i am. you can say that when i start something i have to finish it. i'm a visualary. I observe everything and everyone in the world. you might not know when i observe you but when i do i usually don't get the answers that i'm looking for.it's always the opposite. When you look at peopl what do you see? i'll tell you, you will see a human being standing right in front of you, wearing clothes and acting normal. No body knows their life story but them and their family.When you truly take the time out to observe people and life around you. you would see that the grass isn't always greenier on the other side. Some people are so miseriable that they cover it up with a smile and never want to talk about it. others just try to block it out and see what they can make out of life right now. For examples celebrities, they are always smiling, happy,you never know what happens behind close doors but when you observe them. most of them has alot of stalkers but they don't put it out there they try and work it out with the cops, give them alot of information about them and try to put them in jail. others do it in a more direct approach by telling everyone that they know about you, how you would never leave them alone,never to talk to you, they really try every thing possible in the world to put it low key but when the time comes they would try and put it out there in the media. if you stand one place you will notice that the world keeps moving even though your still. every decision we make results in what direction our life would go in. if we make bad decisions we become bad people but if we change it around and become good and happy people then thats who we will become in the future. life is about decisions and what we say. so its better for us to think before we speak, and act carely. In the world alot of people would talk about you. that's life but you just have to deal with it.life is the same routine. go to kingdergarten >middle school> high school> college>get a degree>look for a job> Get a job> move out of your parents house > look for love> get married > start a family> Have kids> and watch them grow up then we die but for some of us things might be a little different along the road. either road we take sometimes make it on top and some times we don't.