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Friday, August 21, 2009

TRUST

A lot of people in the world have a hard time with this and I'm one of them. Trust isn't something you give out to someone. Its something that you have to earn from people. There are too many different kind of trust in the world. it's hard to trust anybody in the world. The first people that we see when we get in to this world are the first people that we trust. Trust, it's something people has never learned how to do before because they have had people talk mess about them,and seen how others betray their friends so easily that they can do that to them in a heart beat.Never really trusted anyone before because every time that I tried they showed me a reason not to.Trust is important in life. Without out love, family or trust where would you be at. we hold back a lot of things because people talk too much. we put up a wall so that we don't get hurt by others. A lot of people are afraid to trust others so they keep everything to themselves and not tell a soul. you can't really trust anyone in this world but yourself because everybody eventually leaves you. We some times learn to trust people but when it all fails its hard for us to build up a new one and trust them.When old friendships come back we can never trust them because we have flash backs of everything good and bad that we've been through and it gets us thinking whether or not we can be able to fully trust that person again. After seeing how they were when you guys weren't friends shows you that you can forgive but you can never forget or trust them. People don't wanna reconcile their old friendships because they don't wanna get hurt for the second time again. Trust ,its something that we work on everyday with people, to figure out whether or not we can tell them anything and if they are willing to keep it to themselves and not spread it around like a little disease. Trusting someone is like giving a part of you away that you will never get back no matter how badly you want it back.Trust isn't the most easiest thing in the world but some day we will find someone that we can trust that would be there for us when the time is right.

Wednesday, August 19, 2009

Respect

In the bible it says treat others the way you want to be treat but my version of it is respect others the way you want to be respected. if you disrespect someone badly you get that in return.This word "respect", it's only 7 letters but why does it mean so much to us. parents want us to respect them and our siblings but why show respect to your siblings when they don't show it back to you? Respect we show it to our elders and to people who we don't know. When people disrespect us we are quick to attack them back because it's in our blood to. People say that they treat you the same way that they wanna be treated but how come that becomes a lie. We get this little set of rules as kids to respect people but how come people never gave us a set of rules to disrespect people when they disrespect us. You can make 10 sentences with using the word respect that's how popular the word is today and forever will be.We are taught to respect certain things in life and certain people. By giving respect, we hope to gain self-respect and through self-respect, we gain the respect of others. Self-respect is one of the qualities people stress and try to nurture. Once you lose your self-respect, you just go down. Respect has different meanings and different sayings to it. Men and women are respectable only if they respect you in return.Only those who respect the personality of others can be in real use to them.If one doesn't respect oneself one can have neither love nor respect for others.Respect for ones parents is the highest duty of civil life unless the parents is being a completely jerk face to you.

Quote about life by Benjamin Franklin
The best thing to give to your enemy is forgiveness; to an opponent, tolerance; to a friend, your heart; to your child, a good example; to a father, deference; to your mother, conduct that will make her proud of you; to yourself, respect; to all men, charity.

Tuesday, August 18, 2009

High school sweet heart

Many people get one of those.They are like your childhood friend who knows everything and detail about you but the only difference is that you guys actually go out for a really long time.some high school sweet hearts don't usually last when they are young so when they get older they tend to wanna reconcile the old relationship.some high school sweet hearts end up getting married and having kids. while some get married, have kids and later on get divorce.They are the one who knows you best besides your family members. They are there for you through your ups and downs and are willing to do anything for you in a heartbeat if you ask them to. Although some of them maybe a little pesky , they will always remind you why you two fell in love in the first place.There are way too many chemistry and connection there to ruin or for anyone to try and get in between it.They are your best friend. You can trust them and tell them anything in the world including your deep dark secrets.They are fun to hang around with and talk to. They loved you since high school and they will love you until you two both grow old together.They are your first love,real relationship and sometimes they are the people that you lose it to.They never go away and if they do they always come back to you.There are way too many memories of both people to ever let go.You love them unconditionally and will forgive them no matter what happens and if they cheat on you and leave you for someone else and then come back to you saying that they miss you, sorry, that they couldn't stop thinking about you, and then they start talking about the good old times and how cute you guys looked back then and now. Take them back for the second time they might leave and cheat on you again for someone else. so before you decide taking you high school love back remember the good and bad and talk to them so you don't get hurt for the second time.

Monday, August 17, 2009

"Relationships"

There comes a time in our life when we start liking boys and thinking that they are cute. As kids we always thought that boys had cooties and boy always thought that girls had cooties. We grow up realizing that both boys and girls need each other in order to survive in this world. We get used to seeing guy's everywhere we go that we view it as human nature. We get hit on and told so many times how hot and cute that we are that it starts to get annoying as we get older.We know that we are cute. We live in our own body and we see ourselves every single day and hearing it from others makes us more annoyed and irritated than ever. When we get to a certain age we start liking boys and eventually we start calling each other boyfriend and girlfriend. Bf and GF turn in to husband and wife when both couples are truly sure about their feelings for each other and know that they are ready to move to the next step and have kids and live together. Marriage is serious. It means that you are ready to give up your entire single life, meeting new girls , sleeping with whoever you want for that one special person that you truly care about and you can't live without. Relationships are always complicated at times. So we try our best to make it work. there are people in the world who promise their partner the world and some time don't deliver on it. Some people break their promise by cheating on their partners with a lot of females that they end up breaking up and getting back together. There are some people in the world who their partner have cheated on them so many times that they end up forgiving them a lot and the other leaves them for some one else. No matter how many times you forgive a cheater they will always do it again and leave you for someone else who is way better, and good looking than you. Some relationships in the world doesn't last and some do. It takes some people so many tries to find that right person for us. Why is it that every single time that our partner breaks up with us we tend to be sad about it , cry over it, wonder what went wrong in the relationship and if it was really you that caused the break up? we go through relationships and break-ups so many times that you think by now we would be used to it and woman and man up about it and move on to the next person.Reality is that each year we get older the feelings for someone else deepens and the pain of the break - up worsen. There are some people in the world who can't sleep, or eat because the broke up or got in an argument with their partner. when people fight with their partners , the girls are the ones who worry the most about it. They go through every single thing that both people said to see where they went wrong and where the other person went wrong so that they can later on fix it and get back together.Boys when they get out of a relationship they are happy. they feel free and happy to get their single life back so that they can have fun. They don't give a flying chicken whether your hurt they would move on with their life like you were never there and you never existed to them. Relationships are based on truths not lies. Cheaters sometimes get caught by their partners and some of them have been cheating for so long that they have mastered the game and think that they will never be caught.when cheaters are confronted they tend to lie about it, play it off, try and find a way to blame it on their girl, and sometimes they will come clean about it and tell you the truth.When we are in a relationship we wanna prove to the person that we are with that we love them by doing anything that they want and giving them whatever their hearts desires.

TEETH

We start growing out our teeth at the age of one. Teeth, everybody is born with one of them.Some teeth are perfect and some aren't. As kids with grow up with messed up teeth and sometimes good teeth and as we get older our teeth chooses to fix itself without the help of the dentist. As babies our parents took care of our teeth. They showed us the proper skills to take care of our teeth so that when we get older we can do it ourselves. We go through a lot of process and money to make our teeth perfect when it ends up messing up again. smoking and drinking leads to you losing your teeth or making them yellow when you get older. There are dentist in the world who would love to fix your teeth for a small price.Dentist are the ones who take care of everybody's teeth. They are the ones who get to look into your teeth and tell you what's wrong with it and what they can do for you so that your teeth can be better looking. Some dentist tend to mess up your teeth so that you can come back to them and they can bleed you dry. Braces are just one of the things that dentist put on you so straighten your teeth. braces sometimes lasts forever and sometimes it doesn't. When we smile people first see our teeth and if it isn't straight or good looking it can be a turn off for others. Bad breathes are everyone's worst enemies. We are worried about it every time. Some people are so worried about it that they will run to the store and buy about 45 packs of gum. one for each time that they think their breath smells. Chewing gum a lot does ruin your teeth. Companies make a lot of money from products involving putting in your mouth.

Thursday, August 13, 2009

Celebrities

WE all know about them.we wanna be just like them.They are everywhere including in our own tvs. If we can't meet them in person, we watch them on screen or on the net. Celebrities are normal human beings just like you and me. The only difference is that they are famous, on screen, does movies, music videos, and are rich and could have anything that their hearts desire. With Fame comes the unbearable stalkers also know as the paparazzi who would do anything to catch them in their worst moments and try and ruin their careers. Being a star means living and growing up in the eyes of millions of people watching you. Every single thing that you do is in the public eye including your private life and relationship.Being a star means you gotta watch you say, be smart and be careful what you do because little kids who watch you look up to you as role models. some stars could care less what people think about that they are there to do their job and get that paper. Stars, Some of them are nice, and sweet while they're others who aren't used to it. They are mean when you piss them off. some of them would make sure that you don't get a job when you get older by telling people not to talk to you, hire you, be your friend and some of them will go to the extreme by taking you picture and write on it including your name and every single information about you and post it up. They act like little innocent people when they really aren't. No body ever knows what happens behind closed doors they only show you what they want you to see and sometimes things that they don't want you to see ends up out there. Some people are so obsessed with them that they are willing to stalk them, find a way to get closer to them and hang out with them while others are fans and just wanna get to know the real them and not the television them. Stars have stalkers and Billie jeans. We all wanna know them and be like them. There are times when we have a chance to know the real them but we end up ruining it and then when we ask for the second chances they turn us down and think that we are lame and a stalker.There are people who wanna use them just to make it and there are others who just wanna be their friends. It's hard for them to trust people in the business because they always get people telling them lies and never wanna be honest. To them they are an object to make others money and bring more popularity. In the world of fame they make fun of you for gaining the littlest weight and eat all the junk food saying that your body gotta pay for it later on in life.

"BUT I LOVE HIM"

It may be short, but I dont care...

Lips big like Jay-Z
body makin you crazy
only one guy can hit it outa the park
that's another story that i aint even gonna start
fallin in love is the easy part
now jus gotta keep it in ya heart
love knocked me down
but gravity aint the only thing keepin me here
just the thought of knowin ur here
protecting me from all my fears
always there to wipe my tears

Hip-Hops Anonymous

Hip-Hop was fun
Now Hip-Hop is done
Got n***as yellin bout they swag
Makin songs about brown paper bags
Eminem got yelled at
For callin out fags
Yes it was wrong
But at least he had purpose for his song
Not jus talkin bout bitches in thongs
And the length of his dong
Yeah that came up a few times
But not in all of his rhymes
I aspire to be jus like him
That's why I'm always wrtin
Use freedom of speech
To tell the truth I speak
It aint all about the bling
And I aint after the things
Who knows what the future brings
Just know that I'll be somewhere
Eatin on some chicken wings

WooHoo! Number 7!! I really need names for these freestyles...

Hatin cause I'm sicka then you
What I got is more then a common flu
Writin ill raps like everyday
Y'all wanna be like me in every way
So wanted and so sexy
Y'all gon' have to be more then flexy
To get me
Don't like wat I spit
And diss in spite
I aint here diss and
Y'all can keep yo fight
It aint my fault I was born with wings
Takin flight wit every rap I sing
Y'all know im the bomb
You know I spit fiya
Don't need no drugs
To get hiya

Tuesday, August 11, 2009

School

School, it's a must that we have to go to it. We start school as little toddlers and it never ends from there. we go to school so that we can get a degree and have a better life for ourselves and our family in the future.In high school we are given nicknames by our peers depending on what we do. High school is filled with different people with different race. It's fun when you first get there but after a while it gets boring. You see the same teachers and people every day for 365 school days. Every school has an activity that you can do so that you don't get bored and you keep in shape.In high school you have clicks. If you don't match the click they wouldn't let you in. There's the jocks, the skater group, the cool kids, popular kids, the followers, the nerd, geeks and then they're people who are in between. In high school you have haters, gossipers, liars, drama thief's,fake, and jealous people. The First day of high school is nerve racking that it makes you wonder what its gonna be like, if any guys will ever like you, if your gonna fit in, and if the teachers are nice and if they are gonna be mean to you. Teachers' have their favorite student's but when you ask them who their favorite is they tend to lie and say i like all of you guys. High school is harsh. You have people who would pretend to be your friend so that they can copy your homework, test, classwork or any thing that your doing in class.You Can't trust anyone in high school. Say one thing and the whole school including the teachers know about it so the best way is to keep your mouth shut and don't talk about any body else.You'll be lucky if you come out of there with a friend that you both can grow old with. Some people in high school are super fake that you can't tell who is real or who is just trying to find out information from you. They're materialist people that could care less about the planet, environment, and animal. There's others' don't really care about designers' stuff and they could live their entire life without it. Life isn't all about materialist things and some people need to take a good look in the mirror and realize that.There's people who make a fool of themselves, disown where they come from, act and do things that are slutty just to get attention from other people. High school it's like being in a four year relationship that you can never leave no matter how hard we try. People say that high school is where we make our names and mark but honestly it's not. It is a place where people who think that they are better than you when they're not put labels on you that really doesn't define who you really are. We do and say things in high school that when we get older we look back on it and sometimes end up regretting it. people will always talk shit, spread rumors, and make fun of you because they think that you are a competition to them , they are insecure with themselves and have nothing better to do than to pick on you. Every time we leave a school a new generation enters it. Each year colleges increase their tuition so that they can get more money from the students and their parents.The higher you go the more money you have to pay.